The first week of the fourth semester :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim :)
A shoutout first is required for my sisters: Kak Anisah and Kak Pain! It's their birthday today :D
There are in my usrah family from the first day I entered IMU. I can still remember the day of our first meeting :') Friday afternoon, in the quiet vast IMU Auditorium. Where it was only us and the cleaning lady. Away from the hecticness that is always covering the IMU floor grounds.


Alhamdulillah. Im in my 4th semester now..still a long way to go~
I am really worried of what is to come. More exams, PMS application..all that educational/intellectual decisions. *haha* [an inside joke]

Anyways, its 3.36pm right now and my class starts at 4, so Im taking a bit time out to just write out the words that are floating in this minute brain of mine.

Sometimes, you feel really blessed, when you suddenly out of no where came to a realization of the right thing that you are supposed to be performing in this world. I dont really know how to say it in words..its like..those moment when you feel as if Allah is slowly trying to scrape of the dirt on the surface of your heart, so that it can be pure again.
Something like that..

Well, I had came into a realization actually, that in this life, you must constantly..CONSTANTLY struggle to be the best Muslim you can be, because in any moment you may be taken away from this dream (the world).
It doesnt matter if you are moving at your own short pace, because He doesn't only look at results, but also the journey and QUALITY of your EFFORT. MasyaAllah. All these time, all the ibadah and the time you had spend for Him, was it from pure 'Ikhlas'?

I reflected back on myself...

So, I came up with 3 main "guidance" on how to make myself a better person.

1. Jaga solat! :) Be on time dear Eka!

2. Ikhlas, ikhlas, ikhlas :) Ikhlaskan hati. Purify your niat

3. Spend at least an hour a day to learn more about Him, Rasulullah and Islam :)

Till next time, insyaAllah :)InsyaAllah, I hope to have strong istiqamah to fulfill these "guide" every single day of my life. Please do pray for me, amin :)