Monday, June 6, 2011

I AM THIS CLOSE TO BREAKING DOWN!!

i wanna cry; let me cry the whole day!
leave me in my bed!
i wanna cover my head with pillow!
i wanna talk to my pillow! i wanna cry!
CRY MY HEART OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANNA SCREAMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!

:'(((((((((((((((

 Allow me to present you with a sneak peak of my problems:

1. I wanna talk to my bestfriend, Suria. face-to-face. heart-to-heart. tears-to-tears!

2. I have to find a way to controlll my temper. Sadly, it has returned with a vengeance.

3. I need to plaster the holes of my dignity; sadly, i had shot it too many times. My own dignity.
I shot my own dignity. *hates myself*

4. I NEED to be my old self back!

5. I need to find a new houseeeeee! *stress habis meletop!*

6. I want to detach myself from the world. *sorry, correction. I NEED to detach myself from the world!

*sigh*

Allah. Allah. Allah. Allah. Allah. Allah :'( Allah..Allah..Allah...Allah...Allah...Allah
Posted by at 10:30:00 PM

3 comments:

  1. salam, eka..

    u said the right thing. His name. and a lot of time...insyaALLAH, mesti ad hikmah Dia beri awk kesedihan, supaya awak lebih banyak ingat Dia dan banyak banyak banyak lagi sebut selalu nama Dia.

    kte nk share satu link ngan awak. nanti kte post message dlm fb, ek? kat situ, lagi bnyak (insyaALLAH) love notes in the name of Islam, there.

    =)

    pray for me, i'm still struggling here, too ^^

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  2. honestly i think i helped u out in ALL above except the 1st la...
    hehehe...
    betul tak???????????

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  3. ok,no4 tu,
    is solved wen u do no.1..
    confirm nyer...hahahha

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