Salam
Alhamdulillah. All praise to Allah, the All Merciful ar-Rahman. SubhanAllah, thank You Allah, although i am unworthy of thankfulness, even for the millionth time i'd say it, it will never be enough.
Alhamdulillah, for all the strength You have given me up to this moment, and the moment to come. I can never thank You enough.
I love blogging, my virtual diary, and I understand that lately you have been abandoned my little one. Im sorry dear 'mr' (my reflection), i was too busy my studies. First sem in medical school, have to get my basics right! :)
Since im on holidays now, i will try my best to fill you up dear 'mr' with stories of great significance to my life, or even just some word or two that i would like to scribble down.
Dear 'mr', i did quite a few blog walking the other day, and i learned a lot! :)
The year is coming to an end, and i know i have got to change the way im spending my time at home. Been lazy-ing around you know. Let's just hope by january, i'll be back on track :) InsyaAllah.
My mum is getting a new car this monday, insyaAllah, and im excited. Tomorrow i have got to start learning how to drive the 'Kia Spectra'. Im expecting that car to be my first car. lets pray! Amin!
Actually, i was supposed to get that car on my birthday, but somehow, one thing lead to another, and now, its postponed up to next monday. I dont mind actually, since i got my mind all wrapped up in exams a few weeks ago. While we are talking on the subject of cars, i was soooo excited when my mum first told me that she was going to give that car to me! I have always had this one particular dream since last Ramadhan. haha. Once i have gotten my own car, I will drive myself to all the beautiful masjids for prayer! :D it has been a dream of mine, still is! I love masjids :) the architecture, the purity, the majestic-ness, the warmth it lets u feel inside even if the masjid is fully air-conditioned! :) how ironic~
I still remember my first trip to masjid putrajaya with my usrah mates. It was during Ramadhan. I love that masjid :) makes me wanna go for hajj. I, Eka Irina Akma prays to go for Hajj soon! Amin! Better stock up on the $$.
'mr', sometimes its so hard for me to get that warmth and closeness with Allah inside, if im doing everything alone. I have to always grasp on things or people around me. Be close to those whom only have Allah in their hearts. I feel so weak at times. Why am i easily influenced?.....
I envy those whom are strong inside and have a firm stand on who they really are. A Muslim! A true muslim!
How i wish to be more of that. I think we all do. Bt giving the current situation in this world, i would understand the hardships of what most people have to go through in order to STAY being a true muslim.
Humans are weak beings. Can i say that? guess i just did, even if it doesnt make any sense, i dont care.:P
I guess that is one of the beauty in Islam :) SubhanAllah, alone, we might be weak, majority of us are weak! admit it! and that is why we need each other to complete the equation. For every right, there is wrong. For every up, there is down. For every life, there is death. Nevertheless, there can only be one Allah. :) The Most Powerful, Our Creator! SubhanAllah, now i trully see it. :)
Oh Ya Rabb, please let me stay near, alongside, close to those whom admire You more than anything, so that InsyaAllah, i would be like them too. Near to You, close to You, feeling Your warmth in my heart. Amin.
Salam.
