cErItErA DaRi cHaNgInG RoOm??

salam

woah!!

daunting kan tajuk tu..

anyways,this is what happened today..

My family and I ate lunch at Kenny Rogers (cuz my relative who worked in Sabah came by)

So...

after lunch..we stopped by at a boutique..i wanted to buy a tudung and my mum checked out some baju..

kay,the deal is my sis was suppose to take care of my bro Danny..

somehow,his hyper-active hormone starts shooting and he ran towards the changing room..
Instead of ur normal door, the room was closed by a thick curtain..

The climax is that Danny went and pull one of the curtain!!!and jeng3x..

there was someone inside..

IT WAS EMBARASSING for my sis that is..

ALHAMDULILLAH, the girl still had her clothes on..

so it wasnt a total embarassment..

and alhamdulillah the girl just smiled when she saw Danny..wakaka..

My lil sis was mad at Danny though..

I came a bit later to check out whats goin on..Danny then pulled me and mua sis into another dressing room JUST SO HE CAN SEE HIS REFLECTION IN THE MIRROR..

he loves mirrors i tell ya..ceyh..kids..

anyways, my brilliant sis then took out the camera and started to take pics..

She's so vain i tell ya..

~bIlA xDa kErjA...aMbIllAh GaMbAr!!~ nge~~ (danny buat kAwAiI)

the end..

salam

who would you blame?!

Assalamualaikum

Everyone in this world is weak. Whether you realize it or not, we commit sins almost everyday of our lives. Alhamdulillah these small sins can be easily forgiven if we continuously remember Him.

‘maka ingatlah kapada-Ku, Aku pun akan ingat kepadamu.’
(Al-Baqarah,152)

Only the strong ones are able to remember Him always and forget about all the lies the world holds. Its not easy to become strong at heart. Sometimes, sacrifices has to be made.
Sometimes you not only have to get rid of that bad part of you, but you will have to change as a whole, and most of us are not ready for that transition.

We are too caught up with what the world offers to us.

‘Setiap yang bernyawa akan merasakan mati. Dan hanya pada hari kiamat sajalah diberikan dengan sempurna balasanmu. Barang siapa dijauhkan dari neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam syurga, sungguh, dia memperoleh kemenangan. Kehidupan di dunia hanyalah kesenangan sementara.’
(Ali Imran,185)

I myself make mistakes sometimes. Its easy to just forget about something. Can you say it is our fault then? Who would YOU blame?

I don’t know how to be strong at heart. All I know is that if you have niat yang ikhlas, sujudlah pada-Nya, then insyaAllah, He will guide you.

It can make you cry sometimes thinking about other people,the people you love. Thinking about when they will get His hidayah as well.
Our power is only limited to guiding them the way, and the rest is up to Allah.

“Jalan dakwah tidak mudah dan halus serta bersih, jalan dakwah itu curam sekali yang penuh dengan halangan, penuh dengan onak dan duri, badai sering datang menghadang. Berjalan di jalan dakwah memerlukan ketabahan dan pengorbanan yang besar!”
(Pudarnya Pesona Cleopatra – Setitis Embun Cinta Niyala.)
(Habiburrahman El Shirazy)

I myself am writing this post as a reminder to me.

I am ending my post with an original pantun,

Setiap ujian perlukan ketabahan,
Yang hanya boleh dikurniakan oleh-Nya,
Segala yang diberi mengikut ketentuan,
Maka, berikanlah cintamu hanya kepada-Nya.

Assalamualaikum

m.a.d

life always have its ups and downs..

currently, im feeling the very low of it..

and the most frustrating fact bout it is that i know why i am feeling mad at myself..is just that i refuse to blame myself..

there is just those moments in ur life where you feel as if everyone is leaving you and your at the lowest point..

im mad at myself..

i am mad at myself for being weak..

i am mad at myself because i wanna cry but tears refuse to come out..

i am mad at myself for being so blind..

gEnTiNg HiGhLaNdS - sejukk...

salam..

diriku ini bru balik dari genting highlands..

trip ngn family..

and paling special FIRST TIME BWK ADIKKU..

nge~~

adikku..(emir 'patrick star' danial)

suhu dsana skrg sejuk glr...

wawawa..musim hujan kan currently..

kayh..agak malas nak type byk2..pics jelah..

KaMi

paling pendek and paling tinggi dlm family?!?!

uiks..danny dah penat dh??(lepas main snow world nih..)

kAmI sUkA BeRgAmBaR...

(mama dibelaKng)

hehehe...byklah lg gmbr2...tp malas ku mau post semua..

and gambar kt snow world blm discan lg..maybe dlm future post...

salam

~kekalkan ukhuwah~

salam
uits,tday was i very fun day..

I went out with some old friends which two of them i havent seen in years!!

We hanged out at Sunway Pyramid..

doin the casual things teenagers do i'd say..

Watch movies and eat..(and gossip)..

muahahaha..okay not literally..

just catching up with each other...

Here are those who were with me (nge~~)

1)Izzah Basri (one of my closest friend!! doin dentistry at UCSI under jpa gak, and missing her boyfriend..nge~~mentang2lah dia dh bpunya..weeekkk....)

2)Puteri Ameera (omg, the last time i met her was like 6 years ago!!! i was shocked and ecstatic to see her again!! ha...she's doing accountancy in KYUEM under Telekom..waa...rindu glr when i met her just now..)

3)Atiqah Radzali(the last time we met was at a gathering at Marissa's hse sblm time SPM ayte??

wewewewewe...still the most bising you are tp okaylah graceful sikit...waaa!!!!Studying in UiTM Shah Alam..together with Nik Mahirah.. =P)

me and izzah..(thanks izzah fr the cute sweater..nge~~kembar xseiras!!..nnt kte pakai kt kolej..

howh..gempak tuh..sweater girlie.. =P)

izzah ngn atikah

me and puteri ameera

me and izzah

izzah,me and puteri (atiqah naik kereta sendiri..waja beb..nge~~)

okayh, one of the main reasons im posting this is not to show off that i went out tdy but to make us all realize, no matter how long we get seperated..true friends will forever be with you..

The strong bond that we created gets stronger although we dnt met a lot..

Ukhuwah ialah sesuatu yang perlu dipelihara.. sedih kalau ianya dipandang sbg sesuatu yg remeh temeh with a dont care attitude..

So, kekalkanlah ukhuwah anda..walupun dgn satu sms..

=P

salam.

p.s=pics lebih korang taula mana nak dpt ek??waa...tp betulla..agak lembab!! nge~~)

Sedar..

salam

kayh...i've been realizing lately i've actually posted loadz of serius stuff..
well,thats the side effect of getting too long hols..

byk muhasabah diri...
wakakaka..

anyways.,

for this posting..i would like to share on some thoughts that i came up with yesterday after doing loadz of thinking..(hehe...lps tgk House..)

For those yg tgk...mmg touching kn to see how a person can change another person in a instant!!

Fr those yg x..tunggulah ulangan..wewewe =P

Friends..

among the main reasons Allah wants us to make friends is for us to reflect and think back about our attitude,thinking(mentality),and lifestyle..

Its soooo common for one to advise the other to always find good friends...
but how do you know?

A good friend makes you think...

nge~

They make you realize all ur weakness..and it is merely up to you to make some action on it..ayte??



Now..i have a question thats been lingering in my head frm last nite..

DO BAD PEOPLE DESERVE GOOD FRIENDS??

okayh..mmglah soalannya senang and semua of coz akn dgn skemanya kata YA??ayte??

Think about it first..

DESERVE??
i dont think so..
okayh..secara rasionalnya..a good friend fr sure akn influence kwn yg x seberapa baik..

TAPi!!!tapi,tapi,tapi...

we cant change a person!!

The only person we can change is...DIRI SENDIRI!!!


yes, boleh influence...tp at the end of the day..or weekends..or months..(=P)
its the person itself yg kena ambik action!!

Pemikiran lg kuat dr tindakan..

Ya betul....tp apa guna pemikiran kalau xda tindakan??

cm membazir je..

The problem that i see now..(last nite)

is that kadang2..org letak HARAPAN yg teramatlat tinggi setinggi tinggi tingginya langit..(to infinity and beyond)..kpd seseorg utk btukar..
utk balik kembali ke jalan yg benar..
utk SEDAR balik dr lalai..

TAPI..sebenarnya xboleh mcm tu..

TIME...
(ceyh...ambil sikit dr House)

TIME CHANGES THINGS...

tp bukan itu je..
pernah x kte fikir..klu kte nak influence others..ada sestegh perkara ttg ourselves jugak yg kte kena CHANGE??
Apa yg kte blh buat..as humans..as hamba Allah yg lemah..
kte hanya blh bimbing diaorg towards the two things yg blh menukar hidup seseorg..

Al-Qur'an..and Sunnah Nabi Muhammad SAW..

Klau betul secara ikhlas kte nak tolong org tu..
baik2 tunjuk kn jalan kat diaorg terhdp these two things...
tu ja yg kte blh buat..

apa yg lepas tuh..antara dia and Allah SWT..

okayh lah..

Hatta,diriku ini hanya nak mmberitahu bahawa kte xboleh paksa seseorg itu utk change mcm tu je..klu history dia xberapa baik..jgn discriminate..
dgn baik,bimbing dirinya..

meow..(uit??bimbing kucing?? =})


kerana apa yg dia perlukan is a FRIEND to help him or her SEDAR..


salam.

BANGUN KEMBALI..

assalamualaikum,

starting2 ni nak shoutout kpd FAREZZA(farejjah!!), BUN BUN!!, FAEL(happy bday),MASLIRA(mas babe!!),NASEYHAH(nasey!)....ngeheheh!!rindu ah korang!! xsbr nak reunion dowh!!

okayh,nak mula niyh..
pada suatu hari yang mulia, diri ku ini, telah membaca satu blog, okaylah 2 blog..
yang membuatkn diri ini sedar..
diriku ini lemah..teramat lemah..
(paan jangan nak kutuk ek...org nak serius nih)

okayh..
dua makhluk allah ini bermadah pantun(serius tunggang langgang, tp dapat ar isi tersiratnya)
membaca "pantun" mereka membuatku terasa lemah...
ku sedar tahap keimanan ku lemah..
tp apa yg telah ku buat utk menaikkannya kembali??



suria, my dear bestie, my dear sister,
u know me better than anyone else in this world..
i guess only you would understand it if i say that before this i was clearly blind to islam..
am i right??
i was a muslimah..but not a strong muslimah..
ayte??
every problem that i faced before this, i have always try and get your opinion on it...

okaylah *bm lah plk*

bila difikirkan kembali,
hidup ku dulu terlalu penuh dgn kelalaian..
sampai tahap exstrem(agaklah)...
tp xla lbey ek..


back to my first point..ada ditaip tdkn yg diriku ada terbaca blog 2 hamba allah ni..
okay..yg mmbuatkn ku tersentak(literally), ialah the fact yang tentang...hidayah..
dikatakan hidayah bleh dicari??(something like that)..


dalam hidup ada byk persimpangan...dn dalam salah satu simpang itu..jika ditakdirkan.. jalan yang kte pilih itu, Allah akn ketemukan kte dgn hidayahNya..

looking back,ku rasa, diri ini pernah mndapat hidayah itu..
terasa amat amat amat sayang sgt sgt sgt sekali kat Allah, sbb selamatkn diriku dr lembah kelalaian..

kini, semua yang berlaku pd masa lepas, ingin ku jadikn sejarah(okay,mmg dh sejarah)..
ingin ku jadikan iktibar(yes, thats the word)..

diriku yang lepas, dan diriku yang kini,amatlah berlainan sekali..
pandangan, rasa, pemikiran..lain sama sekali..

hanya berharap orang disekeliling ku menyedari kelalaian mereka jugak...

kak ain (kakak usrah ku sayang) pernah berkata kepadaku "Hidayah itu milik Allah, and kte xbleh paksa seseorg utk kembali terus ke jln yg benar walau kte mmg nak sgt2!!"
"apa yg eka bleh buat then??"
"doakan saja supaya org yg kte sayang dpy hidayah Allah juga..""

akan selalu ku doakan..



"kalau terjumpa, segera ku genggam,
tapi akhirnya ia kembali kelam.. "
-pak cik paan poyowh-


hidayah boleh datang dan pergi..dan kali ini ku berharap ia boleh kembali semula kepadaku...agar dapat ku rasa kemanisannya semula..

kuatkan hati, BANGUN KEMBALI (susah,but nothing is impossible!!) agar InsyaAllah akan dikurniakan Hidayah Allah..

salam.

this thing..what is it called again?? yeah..i forgot..love..

6/12/2008 10:28 am
Last night I was startled by ‘something’ I read ‘somewhere’ which made my mind, heart and soul restless. I felt weak as if something has possessed me inside. I should never ever let my feelings control me, at that moment on I knew what it was exactly.
Here I would like to confess the truth that liking someone is not worth your precious time at all. It made me think, why would we want to waste our precious, precious time on earth remembering someone that clearly does have any feelings towards you??
It is a waste of time and “orang yang suka membazir ialah kawan syaitan”. Whether you realize it or not, it’s clearly unworthy wasting your love away like that. Being in love releases endorphins, and to create this hormone your body is going to need many resources. Do you really want to waste your body’s resources into creating something which is clearly unnecessary?? NO!!
Open your eyes, STAY STRONG, you can survive through this..
Why waste your time liking someone who only regards you as a friend??
I would say all your love should just be channeled towards the following:
1 ) your parents
2 ) yourself
3 ) Nabi Muhammad s.a.w
4 ) and most importantly.. ALLAH 4JJ1
Come to think of it.. I would say people who are in love are weak..
WEAK! They can’t control their own emotions..
Emotions like this should be kept away..locked, burned, tossed away, or whatever else that can make it f-ing go away..
It is one of syaitans main power to drag human being to a disastrous life..
This thing called love will eat you alive, I am warning you..
If you felt it before, it might taste sweet at first, and all sweet things tend to make you thirsty, your throat will need something to quench it thirst, just as you will be weaker as you will crave more love and this will lead to …
You might think that you are strong enough to survive it, but your not..
We all are WEAK HUMAN BEINGS, “Setiap yang hidup itu akan mati”
Doesn’t that make you realize of how weak we are??

I will not criticize our weakness further more.. we all know where we stand in ALLAH’s view..
Judge yourself..
Think..

Xoxo,
Irina waldorf

still at home

waaaa...

im damn bored..
hibernating almost every day...

huhuhuhu...

sedeyh glr...
knpla u guys kena bz sgt dudes!!!!!

sobsob..

anyways, cant wait fr xmas, nt tht im celebratg it tp ada reunoin!!!!!
hehehe..kemsis reunion..wowh..
cant wait..

kikiki...

tau x im going mad w/out u guys nowadays..

suria..wawawa....i nak lepak wit u...again..